the right kind of wrong

nakakalungkot isipin... for once in my life, naging certain ako on one thing... alam na alam kong yun talaga ang gusto kong mangyari sa life ko... at yun ang talagang makapagpapasaya sa akin ng husto... no doubt, my life would be better kung mangyari yung bagay na yun... there's just one problem, i'm not destined to have it. kahit kailan di ko makakamit ang pinaka nanais-nais ko. i need a miracle! bakit ba ganun kasama ang buhay? there can be miracles when you believe, sabi nga sa isang kanta. pero bakit ganun?:( its frustrating... lalo na kung ur certain na gusto mo talaga yung bagay na yun pero ur also certain na you can't have it... what would i do, break all the laws on earth? the bakit yung bagay na pinaka-aasam ko, yun pa ang di ko makuha? ang daming binibigay sa aking ibang bagay... good grades, good school, expensive things, a good sched... i'm willing to sacrifice those things para lang makuha ko yung isang bagay na yun... i rather have bad times with you, than good times with "something" else... some people would think, ang OA ko naman... pero if ur in my position, perhaps you would feel and do the same... you would sacrifice everything just to have that one thing that you want the most... kasi once you have that thing, you wouldn't ask for more...