i am a sophomore.... again?

is it ever too late to start a new life? i mean, do you think is it still possible for me to straighten up my college life? medyo i realized kasi na i wasted my freshmen year thinking about the what-could-have-been's in my life. i never actually paid much attention on the more important aspect of my life, the what-should-be's. i noticed that there were so many opportunities given to me to bond with other people, but for some reason, i didn't grab those opportunities. i took them for granted!! naiisip ko tuloy, is it too late? yung mga opportunities na yun, talaga bang di ko na sila pwedeng ma-grab o available pa rin sila? medyo nagstart na akong ayusin ang mga pagkakamali... i text my friends in college, text some of my blockmates, nagtrtry na rin akong magmake ng conversations with them (blockmates) kahit papaano, minsan sa ym minsan sa yg... pero cymepre dahil mahiyain ako, hindi pa in ganun ka tagal ang conversations... parang tipong, "musta grades?" o "ano bang magandang itake na ano" o kaya "wassup?" meron naman akong friends eh, kaya nga i'm tinetext or kinakausap ko din sila constantly. gusto ko maglast din friendships namin hindi lang one year or one sem kundi whole college life, blockmate ko man, ka-college ko man o hindi...:)haha! medyo na-iingit kasi ako sa iba kong HS friends pag nagkwekwento sila bout their blockmates or college barks. narerealize ko tuloy na i've missed so much, na napag-iiwanan na ako. ayaw ko ng ganun eh, at tsaka gusto ko rin namang magmove on with my life. promise!!! this year, magbabago na ako!
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